But, after all this is done, — after we have endeavored, with every help we can command, to reproduce the picture of Apostle Paul’s deeds and times, — how small would our knowledge of himself remain if we had no other record of him left us but the story of his adventures! If his letters had never come down to us, we should have known indeed what he did and suffered; but we should have had very little idea of what he was. Even if we could perfectly succeed in restoring the image of the scenes and circumstances in which he moved; even if we could, as in a magic mirror, behold him speaking in the school of Tyrannus, with his Ephesian hearers in their national costume around him, — we should still see very little of Paul of Tarsus. We must listen to his words, if we would learn to know him.
We Christians can bear witness now, as fully as could a Byzantine audience fourteen hundred years ago, to the saying of Chrysostom, that Paul by his letters still lives in the mouths of men throughout the whole world. His Epistles are to his inward life what the mountains and rivers of Asia and Greece and Italy are to his outward life, - the imperishable part which still remains to us when all that time can ruin has passed away.
It is in these letters, then, that we must study the true life of Apostle Paul, from its inmost depths and springs of action, which were "hidden with Christ in God," down to its most minute developments and peculiar individual manifestations. In them we learn what he says about himself. Their most sacred contents, indeed, rise above all that is peculiar to the individual writer; for they are the communications of God to man concerning the faith and life of Christians, which Apostle Paul declared (as he often asserts) by the immediate revelation of Christ himself.
Paul's manner of teaching God's eternal truths is colored by his human character, and peculiar to himself. And such individual features are naturally impressed much more upon epistles than upon any other kind of composition:for here we have not treatises or sermons, which may dwell in the general and abstract, but genuine letters, written to meet the actual wants of living men; giving immediate answers to real questions, and warnings against pressing dangers; full of the interests of the passing hour. And this, which must be more or less the case with all epistles addressed to particular churches, is especially so with those of Apostle Paul. In his case, it is not too much to say that his letters are himself, - a portrait painted by his own hand, of which every feature may be "known and read of all men."
It is not merely that in them we see the proof of his powerful intellect, his insight into the foundations of natural theology (Romans 1:20) and of moral philosophy (Romans 2:14, 15) for in such points, though the philosophical expression might belong to himself, the truths expressed were taught him of God. It is not only that we there find models of the sublimest eloquence when he is kindled by the vision of the glories to come, the perfect triumph of good over evil, the manifestation of the sons of God, and their transformation into God’s likeness, when they shall see him no longer "in a glass darkly, but face to face" (1Corinthians 13:12). We find Paul but in his letters, besides all this which is divine, we trace every shade, even to the faintest, of his human character also.
Here we see that fearless independence with which he "withstood Peter to the face" (Galatians 2:11), that impetuosity which breaks out in his apostrophe to the "foolish Galatians" (Galatians 3:1) that earnest indignation which bids his converts "beware of dogs, beware of the concision" (Philippians 3:2). We see his fervid patriotism which makes him "even to wish myself to be accursed from Christ for my brethren, my kinsmen according to the flesh" (Romans 9:3, HBFV). We view that generosity which looked for no other reward than "to preach the Glad-Tidings of Christ without charge" (1Corinthians 9:15 and 18). We also view that dread of officious interference which led him to shrink from "building on another man's foundation" (Romans 15:20).
Here in his letters we also see that scrupulous fear of evil appearance which caused him to say "For you remember, brethren, our labor and our toil; for we were working night and day so as not to be a burden to anyone among you, while we proclaimed the gospel of God" (1Thessalonians 2:9, HBFV). We are reminded of that refined courtesy which cannot bring itself to blame till it has first praised. We marvel at his self-denying love which will eat no flesh — not ever — "so that I may not cause my brother to stumble" (1Corinthians 8:13, HBFV). We see his grief for the sins of others, which moved him to tears when he spoke of the enemies of the cross of Christ (Philippians 3:18) and that noble freedom from jealousy with which he speaks of those, who, out of rivalry to himself, preach Christ even of envy and strife.
Indeed, some are proclaiming Christ out of envy and strife, but some with good intentions. (Philippians 1:15, HBFV)
We learn in his letters about that tender friendship which watches over the health of Timothy even with a mother's care (1Timothy 5:23). We also come to understand Paul's sense of loneliness, which perhaps is the most touching feature of all, because it approaches most nearly to a weakness.
Now when I came to Troas to preach the gospel of Christ, and a door was opened to me by the Lord, I had no rest in my spirit because I was not able to find Titus, my brother; then I left them and went into Macedonia. (2Corinthians 2:12 - 13, HBFV)